Tag: lifeafterloss

The BEST Gossip from RR 100

This sentiment came up on my news feed at the beginning of August and I could only hope it would be true. As the month progressed, my cleaning career took off, Chad got a really great job that he wanted, Oakley is using the…

Photo Memories.

Often when you are pregnant you don’t feel like yourself. You feel as though so many parts of who you are, are missing and incomplete. You travel through a journey of being someone else’s home for 40 weeks. Your body changes in ways you…

Sisters.

Thump, Thump, Thump. The beating of a heart on a doppler that you only hope… belongs to your baby and not to you. Thump, thump, thump. “I’m sorry we still couldn’t find anything.” ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((())))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) A ringing in your ears like you’ve never heard before….

Scrutiny

Life: constantly changing, constantly moving, constantly growing. I have seen this a lot this summer. It has been three weeks since I last wrote, I haven’t been able to find any words to fully describe what I’m feeling because I am feeling fine. I…

The second of many letters to my Oaks.

A few short months ago I wrote a letter to my baby. A letter to my first-born about how I felt guilty that our time with her as an only child was going to be cut short. Explaining our love for her, in hopes…

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